After four years of always being busy, now I'm back visiting my blog... so proud to show my family photo. Still very much in love with my sexy wife Lyn, my eldest Pauline Denielle is in her second year BS Customs Administration course while my photocopy is in his Grade 11 (1st year college) So lucky to have these 2 siblings, and hoping to see them in their graduation uniforms soon.
Saturday, May 19, 2012
I really like the lyrics and the melody of this one...
"There will be a few times in your life when all your instincts will tell you to do something, something that defies logic, upsets your plans, and may seem crazy to others. When that happens, you do it. You listen to your instincts and ignore everything else. Ignore logic, ignore the odds, ignore the complications, and just go for it"
-Judith McNaught, Remember When.
Thursday, May 3, 2012
I'm currently addicted to the band Blue October, really like their song MY NEVER. I downloaded both the video and the mp3 file on my phone and I did not regret putting these in replay mode... hope you like it too.
It's hard to believe it's been a year since I started to feel the deep sorrow in my life, I really missed my brother John Aries who passed away last December 18, 2010. To be honest, until now I am in the state of reminiscing the little moments we have shared way back home. I still remember how he felt happy everytime I went home from Manila to our native place Natatas in Tanauan, Batangas riding in my favorite Sym scooter via Tagaytay down to the Ligaya drive. As I arrived, he immediately come to me and greet and asked if he can use my scooter... which I immediately handed to him. A good and silent boy as I knew him, we didn't have much time to talk about how and what his life is going on at that time... but I really knew how he realy feels because I used to be like him more than twenty years ago. By the time he died, I was really shocked and felt helpless for not doing anything how to get home to the Philippines because at that time I am only in my second month here in this place I am calling -the animal kingdom... and sometimes -the land of the rising and burning sand... When we lose someone that is so special in our lives, there is a tendency for us to feel emptiness. In my case, after losing my brother, I realized right away what a great, loving person he was. I would be remiss though I didn't mention how funny and comedian he was to his friends. As an elder brother to him, what I did was to include him to all my every night prayer and asked our good Lord for the forgiveness and may he rest in peace. There were times when i thought I should have spent more time with him, but as some are saying.. all are water under the bridge. I do miss him and I know I will never hear his voice again. His memory is all I can have in my mind and my heart. I try my best not to visualize or remember his death, I would rather preserve the memories of his life and the impact he made while still alive.
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A hundred lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same...
But all the miles that separated
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me...
The miles just keep rolling
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go...
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love...
